Memory Loss & the Absence of Feeling I’m Struggling: Mentally Physically I would say emotionally, but my (SNRI) antidepressants have killed my ability feel ANYTHING, stone dead! So that’s a thing! ? Bah! Who needs pesky feelings and emotions anyway!? ? Memory Short-term memory loss issues have been a problem and major concern for the […]
Declutter & Minimalising: Paperwork It’s amazing the amount of paperwork I have gained over the years! Mostly through fear of hearing my dad yell: “Don’t shred that! You’ll need it one day! They make you prove everything!” Referring to his firm belief (conspiracy theory) that the government will hunt you down and expect ten years […]
Moving House… Again… My first ever memory as a child, is of staring down at the road, from an empty bedroom’s window. I was 2 years old and this was the first time I ever moved house. Until the age of 23 I had only moved once. I could never understand the idea of wanting […]
It’s 5am again & my life is a mess… But every article I read on how to begin writing a successful blog, insists you should never be negative, rant or vent. So I will revisit & update this post when I am feeling better and more in control. In short, I have made the decision […]
The 2nd year of uni is HARD!! No sh*! Sherlock!! Last term did not go well, and despite my optimism coming back after Xmas, the first week back has been a struggle. I am not ashamed to admit that I am 1 in 4 people in Britain that deals with mental health issues including; depression, […]
So, where do I begin? I’ll be honest, I haven’t a clue where to start… I guess I should introduce myself. Welcome to my Blog! I’m Midnight Belle, pleasure to meet you! Thank you for visiting my blog! You’ll find me to be quite random and eccentric, with a variety of interests and many things things […]
I’ve been trying work out how to explain how upsetting I find the news about Chester Bennington & why its had such an impact. I think this kinda explains my feelings… Linkin Park gave a voice to many who felt they didn’t fit in or have a place to vent their frustrations, in the […]
So… The 1st year of university did not go as planned. It turns out being a mature full-time university student, while working a part-time job in a different town miles away, maybe wasn’t as easy to juggle as I so confidently first assumed. Adding to that, I’ve recently been found to have Dyspraxia and Dyslexia […]
…Feels like slowly dying …But the money’s good! I spent a year working night shift in a supermarket. Some people love it & thrive, and to them I congratulate you & wish you lots of luck & happiness… But it’s not a long-term lifestyle choice that most people can commit to for any length of […]
**This blog is kind of a stream of consciousness post, so please forgive any rambling or confusion. I’m struggling with creativity and trying to identify why.** So… I’ve been racking my brain, trying to work out why I’ve lost the ability to channel my imagination and express myself creatively, for a while now. I’m trying […]
