Memory Loss & the Absence of Feeling I’m Struggling: Mentally Physically I would say emotionally, but my (SNRI) antidepressants have killed my ability feel ANYTHING, stone dead! So that’s a thing! ? Bah! Who needs pesky feelings and emotions anyway!? ? Memory Short-term memory loss issues have been a problem Continue Reading
Well Being
Declutter & Minimalising: Paperwork
Declutter & Minimalising: Paperwork It’s amazing the amount of paperwork I have gained over the years! Mostly through fear of hearing my dad yell: “Don’t shred that! You’ll need it one day! They make you prove everything!” Referring to his firm belief (conspiracy theory) that the government will hunt you Continue Reading
Moving House… Again…
Moving House… Again… My first ever memory as a child, is of staring down at the road, from an empty bedroom’s window. I was 2 years old and this was the first time I ever moved house. Until the age of 23 I had only moved once. I could never Continue Reading
It’s 5am again & my life is a mess…
It’s 5am again & my life is a mess… But every article I read on how to begin writing a successful blog, insists you should never be negative, rant or vent. So I will revisit & update this post when I am feeling better and more in control. In short, Continue Reading
Sleep is for the Weak… I’m Weak!!
The 2nd year of uni is HARD!! No sh*! Sherlock!! Last term did not go well, and despite my optimism coming back after Xmas, the first week back has been a struggle. I am not ashamed to admit that I am 1 in 4 people in Britain that deals with Continue Reading
Blogging! Where Do I Begin?
So, where do I begin? I’ll be honest, I haven’t a clue where to start… I guess I should introduce myself. Welcome to my Blog! I’m Midnight Belle, pleasure to meet you! Thank you for visiting my blog! You’ll find me to be quite random and eccentric, with a variety of Continue Reading
Rest in Peace CHESTER BENNINGTON.
I’ve been trying work out how to explain how upsetting I find the news about Chester Bennington & why its had such an impact. I think this kinda explains my feelings… Linkin Park gave a voice to many who felt they didn’t fit in or have a place to Continue Reading
University degree in History or Sociology? That is the Question.
So… The 1st year of university did not go as planned. It turns out being a mature full-time university student, while working a part-time job in a different town miles away, maybe wasn’t as easy to juggle as I so confidently first assumed. Adding to that, I’ve recently been found Continue Reading
“Life” on the Night Shift…
…Feels like slowly dying …But the money’s good! I spent a year working night shift in a supermarket. Some people love it & thrive, and to them I congratulate you & wish you lots of luck & happiness… But it’s not a long-term lifestyle choice that most people can commit Continue Reading
Creativity AWOL!
**This blog is kind of a stream of consciousness post, so please forgive any rambling or confusion. I’m struggling with creativity and trying to identify why.** So… I’ve been racking my brain, trying to work out why I’ve lost the ability to channel my imagination and express myself creatively, for Continue Reading